6 months

i've had a long week working my heads off day and night, going home just to sleep.

all's good, i'm treasuring every learning opportunities, experience and loving the challenges thrown at me. it keeps me motivated and on the go. it's been a long time since i had this kind of momentum. i'm glad i found it back, and more to come. of course, it is stressful meeting deadlines, expectations and deliver. but at the end of the day, knowing that i'm being productive and strive, gives me a sense of satisfaction.

today we had a company event at The Gardens Hotel with Daphne Iking, a famous celebrity host as our speaker. the event ended with a very fulfilling buffet lunch. while other people are going shopping, i went home and hibernate. i just woke up from a 4-hour power nap. it sounds more like a sleep though. you can only go the extra mile when you have sufficient rest.

i've just come to realise that, half a year has gone. it's been 6 months since i left melbourne. i still miss being there, occassionally. these 6 months haven't been easy on me, lotsa ups and downs, feeling all alone, breaking down emotionally. i never showed it. nobody saw it. but i certainly know who sees it, and who holds tomorrow. it is only God Himself.

today, i begin to rise up and stand tall again.

so now, work or continue to sleep?